I have the same obsession with cocks as you do Eve. Sure, I love to feel a cock filling my mouth. But, like you, I never rush to fill my mouth too soon - because I adore a slow, thoughtful examination and inspection of the cocks I am sucking. I've always enjoyed simply looking at a hard cock and I enjoy feeling the warmth and weight of a hard cock filling my hands - before filling my mouth with one - or more!